Wherever I may not roam..

Sadly, it looks as though my trip to New Jersey is off for now. I know this might sound like a strange priority, but I found out today that Zoe actually has a singing solo in her holiday concert and she would be missing it. Also they rehearse for several hours a day, so if I told them now she would be missing it, I am worried she would feel left out. She is just really coming along there, well, sort of, and I hate to do anything ti disrupt her adjustment. They say it takes a really long time to get used to Montessori School, but I think her inability to conform is really beginning to frustrate her teachers.

In other news, my work did an amazing thing and changed their educational assistance program. We are now eligible after 90 days and we can spend 10,000 a year. I am starting Ashford University online. My first class is January 6th and I will be completing a major in Organizational Management. I only have a few classes to go, so perhaps I will be finished within a year. The program is really incredible, and I feel very fortunate to be able to participate in it. I have just let myself down a lot in this area, and I am afraid I don't have a lot of confidence in my ability to finish it this time. I hope that I can pull it off! Chris has been amazing with this, he has complete confidence in me, and that is a lot of what is driving me to do it.